D.Omen...Subject: LoVe

http://ddotomen.blogspot.com/2008/10/systematical-cycle-of-club-love-gene.html






The Systematical Cycle Of "The Club Love" Gene.


Hi,...I'm..Me.

and I want to talk to you about..


this..

..this..thing..this curse, like..I've REALLY studied this..for years.
research - reading - watching documentaries
studying religious teachings on the subject, studying the history available to me.
which is why I believe the past is so key to the to present and future.
because..THIS type of shit, that you go through
DATES back to Abraham....or Ibrahim*
dates back..to Moses..like this is nothing new
they dress that shit up for you in The Bible to make it a fairytale
-- REALITY --
Abraham wanted to fuck Hagar
and have a son
because he couldn't wait for Sara to become fertile
if he REALLY loved her, he would've WAITED for God to make her fertile
and look what happened..? ended up with two sons
two different women. hated each other.
the first historical case of.."baby mama drama"
he had to pick and choose..and it continues til this day
BUT
with all that said
we live with it.
we make it work,...somehow.
that's how it's made for us to function.
we move on.
we find others to continue this terrible
HORRIBLE.
excruciatingly exhausting
cycle with.
..and life goes on.
it keeps the population movin'
it funds the economy. (no bailout)
which brings me to my next point..
"L O V E "
..and the IDEA of it, has been..commercialized and industry doctored.
the name for the Club, "LOVE"
is aptly put..because it really breaks down
pretty much, the stages and all that entails
this..misconstrued four letter word of fuckery.
EVERYONE is always in "it" these days
EVERYONE puts on their best
..and fronts as long as they can til it's time to go.
..they get fucked up..
..they stand and wait as long as they need to if they have to..
..hell..they'll sneak IN "it", if they can..
..has a friend that can get them in "it"..
..they fake in "it"..
"it" is one a big ass show.
money is thrown around prodigally in "it"
you drink..even when you say you wont..
..you wake up..hung over from "LOVE"
swearing up and down
you wont do "it" again because of how
bad you felt from the after-effects of
"It"
but what happens, what the fuck do you do?
-- GO BACK --
the very next week
..do the same shit and fuck up all over again
WHY?
society, expects and accepts it.
that's the norm. conform or be ignored.
it's just life.
and I want you to understand..
that whatever hurt you feel, because of the time you've invested,
the emotion you put in, the sacrifices you've made. It seems
like
it was all a waste or in vain now.
but
it ISNT and wasnt. because someone was and is watching.
they've noticed.
and THATS how the cycle continues.
you have to exert yourself.
you have to display, in order for those to be drawn in.
...That's just how it works.
you suck it up, bribe the bouncer with a $50
or
put on your push up bra and bat your eyelashes.
cuz you got to try again and hope you leave there
with someone, worth not coming back with.

that said,

see ya'll this weekend, for the celebration of HU homecoming.

I'm D. Omen.